Almost this time every year, something comes over me like a blanket of different emotions that I have to tackle and I never know why. Part of me likes to think that everything will be ok, don’t worry about it. This is what I tend to tell myself when the feelings hit hard. Then I start to ask myself ” Do I act like everythings ok? Can they tell I’m not mentally here this season? Is all of this because of the automobile accident I had in the wintertime years ago? I tell you when you have something like that happen to you at a time when you just knew you were invincible, really changes things inside you… forever. I can also say this as a testmony of my truth. As for this holiday season, I’m going to try and change my attitude of the past and rejoice in the now.